i have a cute garden in my house now :)) |
You have a nice day, right?
mmm... wish u have the one of them if u don't have yet.
Lately, i feel a little busy. Yea, not too busy but enough. actually i wanna write some articles, but i dont really have time to do that.
But now, idk why i go to this page, write some words then i dunno where these words are going.
Time flies so fast. Ahahah its real. did you know? im in the 3rd year of my college now. Like OMG, i was in my first year of junior high school when i have this blog. I wrote some stories then post them on this page, u all read them, and i'm very excited when i get feedback or many visitors come to my blog to read mine.
It's cool. i have more than 170.000 visitors now on this blog ehehe. Thank you :)
Till finally i rarely opened this blog. Of course, i have so much to do in real life.
I write to heal sometimes, till i feel it doesnt work anymore
too many things on ma mind
all is reasonable, bcs i'm growing, im learning, i do what i wanna do and something that actually i dont wanna do, im 21 y.o now :)
one day i feel sick, one day i feel it was a great day that i ever had. sooo toyed with my own feelings.
did u ever feel it or did u feel it too rn?
everything will be okay right?
ah ya... pandemic
dont forget bout this couple of year that we spend with pandemic
of course, everything seems so bored.
i cant touch anyone. i just hear their voice without their face in front of me.
i look at them, but only in ma screen
feels like everyone can reach us, as long as we "online" hahaha
u're with me, i know it.
i called it "virtual people" :p
well. it's normal now. if i get bored with somebody in real life. i will come to my virtual people, then vice versa.
but, lately i get bored of both :v
try to hide every feelings in front of real people, keep greeting and texting each other like everything is okay, its very gnawing.
Sometimes i wanna disappear and i dont hope that thereis anyone found me. I'll back if im ready to face it.
i wanna disappear, disappear, and disappear. i dont wanna reach by anybody.
i feel tired.
but, i cant be tired
i've many things to do, and you too.
do u read this letter till this part?
hehe, im very thankful
hope u enjoy ur life,
i hope you will find ur happiness on the long way you have done soon, aamiin.
see yaaa.
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